I’m going to come and cuddle with you and we can watch it.
little-dark-paradise:
samieberserk:
little-dark-paradise:
You wanna post “She’s the best thing I wake up to” but yet you leave, WTF? where was that “best thing ever” bullshit you just said what a fucking day ago? I hope you’re fucking reading this. You don’t fucking deserve my cousin, or anyone, you don’t deserve to even have your name brought up in this…
It’s my fault, I wasn’t a good enough wife. If I was he would still be here. Writing all this to him doesn’t matter anymore, he’s gone and he’s not coming back so I highly doubt he’ll even take the time to read this. Thank you for everything you’ve done for me, if it wasn’t for you I don’t know where I’d be. I’m going to come back and stay with you, this is his house and I don’t want to be here any longer than I have to be. I love you, thank you for just being here for me.
Samie shut up, you were the one that tried. That little bitch was the one who acted like he didn’t give a fuck about or the fact that you were pregnant. I didn’t like him after I got to really know him, and I told you before that you are welcome to live with me for however long you need to.
As long as I have you that’s all that matters. You’ll probably be stuck with me and the alien for quite a while :(
little-dark-paradise:
You wanna post “She’s the best thing I wake up to” but yet you leave, WTF? where was that “best thing ever” bullshit you just said what a fucking day ago? I hope you’re fucking reading this. You don’t fucking deserve my cousin, or anyone, you don’t deserve to even have your name brought up in this…
It’s my fault, I wasn’t a good enough wife. If I was he would still be here. Writing all this to him doesn’t matter anymore, he’s gone and he’s not coming back so I highly doubt he’ll even take the time to read this. Thank you for everything you’ve done for me, if it wasn’t for you I don’t know where I’d be. I’m going to come back and stay with you, this is his house and I don’t want to be here any longer than I have to be. I love you, thank you for just being here for me.
thecreatureinsam:
We should start a club for the pregnant girls here. We can have weekly meetings, and let all our feelings and mood swings come out. I think today would be a good day to have our first gathering. So what do you say Samie and Lexi?
This could be a good idea. I’ve kind of gotten used to doing things myself so it might be nice to have other people around that know what I’m going through.
your-punk-rock-princess3:
Not staying for your child is beyond pathetic. Samie I can only imagine how hard this on you, but don’t worry. Things will get better they always do.
I can’t believe that. I think I should have the baby and give it to someone that deserves it and will give it a better home than I can. I can’t be a mom. I can’t even successfully be myself, how am I going to take care of another life.
thecreatureinsam:
No read more because fuck you I’m pregnant and pissed.
The lest you could have did was stay for the kid. Even Ricky was gonna do that if we didn’t end up back together. I don’t know you, but there must be something wrong if you won’t even stay around for your own child.
No stop. It’s not him, it’s me. I’m the one that fucked things up. Blame me. I’m going to fuck everything else up too. I don’t even deserve to have this baby.
xroseonthedancefloorx:
samieberserk:
Did he talk to you? Did he say he was? I don’t know I just want him back. We fought a lot but I should have tried harder. This is my fault. It was all me. I chased Matt away and him, I’m just stupid and fuck everything up.
Yeah. It’s not your fault, don’t ever blame yourself for this or anything, yeah sure you could have tired harder, but so could he. You’re not stupid, and you don’t mess everything up.
I was a terrible wife. Two marriages in four months and a baby on the way. I’m pathetic and I hate myself. I still have him followed and still have him on aim even if I know he isn’t coming back. I guess I need to realize that it over and he’s not ever walking through the door again. He’s not going to tell me he loves anymore or that I’m beautiful. It’s just me and the baby now, lets see how much I can fuck it’s life up.
xroseonthedancefloorx:
samieberserk:
I can’t do this anymore.
I’m sorry that he just left, it sucks and I hate seeing you sad and upset, I know he’s sad too, and this just sucks.
Did he talk to you? Did he say he was? I don’t know I just want him back. We fought a lot but I should have tried harder. This is my fault. It was all me. I chased Matt away and him, I’m just stupid and fuck everything up.
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